a cold smack in…

a cold smack in the face.

the one thing that you placed your entire life into – the one thing that can break your spirit.

you see, i’m almost done being angry, but the fear has just begun. months of learning to trust someone again, just seems so utterly (and painfully) wasted.

you give, and you give and you give somemore, thinking that its all worth the while, that that is what it takes to trust again. that maybe you’ve come to a place where you can love with a reckless abandon again.

and then to your face, that someone lies to you.

and breaks your heart.